BREAKING HIATUS TO SAY

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UGH I AM SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE.

I was supposed to help someone out with a presentation, but I forgot about it and instead of, you know, behaving like a reasonable adult and contacting the person in question I skipped the event. Later I just told him that my computer was messed up and I'd lost info. EVEN MY LIES ARE SHIT :(

He said it was fine and that I next time I should just give him a heads up. Then he said that other people had signed up, too, but they were pretty flaky and he hadn't expected then to actually show. He hadn't been worried about it because he'd figured that I would come through, because I've always been a reliable person.*

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SUCH. A. MOTHERFUCKING. ASSHOLE. ._. THE GUILT, IT BURNS.

*I don't know why people think this, I am so far away from reliable it's depressing. Apparently I give a good first impression? Why do I suck so much. :(

Comments

[jesustortilla.livejournal.com]

LMAO yep, same. That's why I don't offer to do anything for people unless I know I'm going to do it or it won't take long.

I'm surprisingly torn between Cas and the Impala. I think they're equal for me. I know I'd be skinned alive by a many fen for saying that, but fuck me. I can't choose!! That gorgeous woman has been through everything with the brothers. I can't watch her die too. :(((((