BREAKING HIATUS TO SAY

[cornhobble]

UGH I AM SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE.

I was supposed to help someone out with a presentation, but I forgot about it and instead of, you know, behaving like a reasonable adult and contacting the person in question I skipped the event. Later I just told him that my computer was messed up and I'd lost info. EVEN MY LIES ARE SHIT :(

He said it was fine and that I next time I should just give him a heads up. Then he said that other people had signed up, too, but they were pretty flaky and he hadn't expected then to actually show. He hadn't been worried about it because he'd figured that I would come through, because I've always been a reliable person.*

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SUCH. A. MOTHERFUCKING. ASSHOLE. ._. THE GUILT, IT BURNS.

*I don't know why people think this, I am so far away from reliable it's depressing. Apparently I give a good first impression? Why do I suck so much. :(

Comments

[jesustortilla.livejournal.com]

Oh no!!!

But still, if that makes you an asshole, I'd be one too because that's most likely what I'd have done. :-/

[cornhobble.livejournal.com]

It kind of suuuuuucks. I've decided to distract myself with porn internet activities. Pretending it never happened is obviously the best course of action here. repress repress repress

Pfft, you can't be an asshole, your icon is too awesome. :D!! It never even occurred to me that the Impala wouldn't survive the season finale, man. BRB, PRAYING FRANTICALLY

[jesustortilla.livejournal.com]

I know. It does suck when things like that happen. I do that a lot, when you tell someone you're gonna do something to help them and then you keep forgetting and feel like an asshole. :-/

OMG I KNOW! I swear I'm more nervous over the fate of Pala than I am of Cas and Bobby. Those are't spoilers but basically the theory in fandom is either Cas, Bobby, or the Impala is going to die. I doubt it'll be Cas seeing as how they just made him human, so for me it's either Bobby or Pala. Um...yeah. No offense but GOOD RIDDANCE BOBBY!!! *clings to Impala*

[cornhobble.livejournal.com]

Me too! Like, I have good intentions? And then three weeks later I'm like OH SHIT SON I HAVE FAILED YET AGAIN :(

Completely understandable! If I had to choose between Bobby and the Impala, well... Bobby wouldn't like my decision, that's all I'm saying. I'd even kick Cas to the curb, and I actually like him now.

[jesustortilla.livejournal.com]

LMAO yep, same. That's why I don't offer to do anything for people unless I know I'm going to do it or it won't take long.

I'm surprisingly torn between Cas and the Impala. I think they're equal for me. I know I'd be skinned alive by a many fen for saying that, but fuck me. I can't choose!! That gorgeous woman has been through everything with the brothers. I can't watch her die too. :(((((